London: Sachin Tendulkar says he was “clueless” on his Test debut and almost cried thinking it was all over for him.
When he walked out for the last time 24 years later, Tendulkar would do so as a batting great with a record 200 Test appearances to his name. “I was clueless, I have to admit that. I played the first Test as if I was playing a school match,” Sachin told Nasser Hussain during the ‘Nasser meets Sachin’ episode on Skysports. In his first Test in 1989, Tendulkar was up against a Pakistan pace attack comprising Imran Khan, Wasim Akram and Waqar Younis. Recalling the outing, he said, “Wasim and Waqar were bowling quick, and they were delivering short balls and all sorts of intimidating things they could do. I had never experienced anything like that, so the first outing wasn’t a pleasant one. “Occasionally, I got beaten by their pace, and when I got out on 15, I felt embarrassed when I walked back to the dressing room. “I was like ‘what have you done, why did you play like this’ and then when I reached the dressing room, I went straight to the bathroom, and I was almost in tears.” Now the owner of innumerable batting records, Tendulkar, at that point in time, felt he was not good enough for international cricket.
“I felt I was completely out of place. I looked at myself and questioned myself and said: ‘looks like this is gonna be your first and the last outing’. I felt that I’m not good enough,” Tendulkar said. (PTI)
